day ... 1 2 3 4 ! 4 ! being single =]

why hello blog =D! i havent seen you for two days hehe. i miss you <3. face="Arial">.

anypennyways. im back from two days of mt. buller =]! and yes it has been a wonderful two days.

day 1 -
i woke up at 5:00 to drive to cathy chans house, then we got there at like 6:10ish. the ice on the car had to be scraped off, which was pretty rofl. then then we had a 3 hour long car trip ! =D. i think i slept most of it, and then you could hear the GPS "tomtom" talk in really loud on-the-phone asian canto. i dont think cath got any sleep though LOL. ohwell, win for me!

we got to the top of the mountain around 11, then we hired two boards =D. but we were kinda late for our lesson, so we had to run run run! good thing we made it 25 mins late ^^. and somehow cath managed to talk us into the childrens class ROFL. our teacher was really nice, jackson! free lesson! ily! hahahahha! then he told us to take the 1:30 lesson ;D to improve our boarding skill. after that he went for lunch and so did we =D, we had lunch with dad, me, cath and cath's dad. then we failed our timing, and ended up being 45 mins late to the lesson that we were meant to take but we didn't. to shorten things down, lets just say i cant board with my back down the slope. LOLOL

actually im too tired today.
tommorow!
thank goodness for vacations~ sigh. i feel a lot better now, hahahha!

ken

second day being single :| and first time blogging in months LOL

why hello mr. blog o_o. its been a while since i wrote on you! IM SORRY I NEGLECTED YOU... :'(

mymy.. so heres to the second day of being single again ! *toasting to myself* i feel very retarded about all this? =/ hmm yeah. but i think i was more messed up yesterday! so heres to an improvement! *toasting to myself again* =D

well today i was meant to go to the UQ with david, but then i had to work at the bookshop again! so my day got wasted away~ there was this one guy who took 4 hours to pick out 4 books, ffs leave me alone to play my DS >:( and somehow i managed to sneak in 4:05 hours of Final Fantasy 3 on my ds LOL. epic win. i managed to stuff up one tax invoice ;D lucky she didnt notice hehehe, then there was this lady who asked all these really deep questions. i pretty much rejected her, and after all the effort i put in she buys a $7.80 thin-ass book o_o...... stingy asians. the monthly book deliveries came today and i spent an hour opening boxes and sticking stickers on the back of books. sigh...

but its okay. i got a lot of thinking time. so day well wasted ^^!

omgee and i fell in love with haru haru again =D!

[START TRANSLATION GOGOGOGO!]

Leave

Yeah,
Finally I realize that I am nothing without youI was so wrong,
forgive me
Ah ah ah ah~

My broken heart like a wave
My shaken heart like a wind
My heart vanished like smoke
It can’t be removed like a tattoo
I sigh deeply as if a ground is going to cave in
Only dusts are piled up in my mind(say goodbye)

Yeah, I thought I wouldn’t be able to live even one day without you
But somehow I managed to live on (longer) than I thought
You don’t answer anything as I cry out “I miss you”
I hope for a vain expectation but now it’s useless

What is it about that person next to you, did he make you cry?
Dear can you even see me, did you forget completely?
I am worried, I feel anxiety because
I can’t get close nor try to talk to you
I spend long nights by myself, erasing my thoughts a thousand times

Don’t look back and leave
Don’t find me again and live
Because I have no regrets from loving you, take only the good memories
I can bear it in some way
I can stand in some way
You should be happy if you are like this
I become dull day by day (eh eh eh eh)

Oh girl I cry, cry
You’re my all, say goodbye…

If we pass by each other on the street
Act like you didn’t see me and go the way you were walking to
If you keep thinking about our past memories
I might go look for you secretly

Always be happy with him, (so) I won’t ever get a different mind
Even smallest regret won’t be left out ever
Please live well as if I should feel jealous

You should always be like that bright sky, like that white cloud
Yes, you should always smile like that as if nothing happened

Don’t look back and leaveDon’t find me again and live (on)
Because I have no regrets from loving you, take only the good memories
I can bear it in some way
I can stand in some way
You should be happy if you are like this
I become dull day by day (eh eh eh eh)

I hope your heart fees relieved
Please forget about me and live (on)
Those tears will dry completely
As time passes byIt would’ve hurt less if we didn’t meet at all (mm)
Hope you will bury our promise of being together forever baby
I pray for you

Don’t look back and leave
Don’t find me again and live (on)
Because I have no regrets from loving you, take only the good memories
I can bear it in some way
I can stand in some way
You should be happy if you are like this
I become dull day by day (eh eh eh eh)

Oh girl I cry, cry
You’re my all, say goodbye, bye
Oh my love don’t lie, lie
You’re my heart, say goodbye

[END TRANSLATION]

*tear* epic song =D! repeat repeat repeat.

mmmhmm i can probably safely assume that no one reads this blog LOL. so i can be nerdy, stupid or anything i want! ;D hahahahhaha wooh!

so heres to being single *third toasting by myself* i need alchi =(.

snow tommorow wont be back for two days. hopefully itll make me feel better ;D ahhaha. laters guys thank you for everyone who has been there for me ^^.

ken!